Just luck :x

Haiz..


Just now when went back from tuition, there was something happened..
That thing made me felt so lak..min..-.-
And i felt shy to talk about it.

My mistook.
Why i would so careless??
Zz..Lol.

What bad luck!

However,

I'll be forget it, maybe. Hope so lah.
Well, let it alone there.

Now I'm thinking about that the birthday gifts for that two persons.
Hehe...Let me think that what type present they would needed?
I'd plan with Chrrie, both of us decided to buy chocolate for shau tian.
And our best wish with a birthday card.
We're joking that she must become fat PO if eat more chocolate again. xD

Then, about jenny.
I think i shall buy some decorate things of hp to her. :]



Lastly, my best wishes “Happy Birthday to both of you!!” here.
My dear friends, Jenny & Shau Tian!!^^

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真实的自己?

所有人都说,你为什么总是笑笑得?
所有人都说,每次看到我我都在那里笑,什么事情这么开心?

其实,不是开心,只是觉得应该要笑.
看到自己认识的人应该是要笑的吧~

从来没有说我好忧郁,甚至在只有好朋友才知道的博客里面也没有写过悲伤的东西,因为觉得不应该,不想让自己周遭的朋友担心自己.其实,心里面真的是很希望有人可以明白我的痛,明白我的伤!希望我不说,我不开口,就可以明白.

每次悲伤的时候,我都会自己一个人在房间,静静地坐着,什么也不想,或者是什么都想,想象的到我呆滞的眼神,也想象得到我落魄的样子,只是这些,从来都不曾有谁知道.

无论什么时候,不论什么地方,不论什么场合,只要不是自己一个人,都觉得应该要笑,应该要提起精神,不应该忧郁.
实际上,我们就是忧郁,就是在硬撑,就是在强颜欢笑.
只是,我们都是伪装的高手罢了,没有人发现我的笑容更深处的东西.

也只有在这里,才敢说,其实我真的不开心!有很多很多的忧伤,有很多很多的痛楚.

(至少我是这样,希望如果有不一样的朋友不要在意.)